Free to Be

So, I've decided to change the title of my blog from "Ramblings of a Woman" to "It's Tough Being a Woman" because it is very fitting for my life and probably so many of yours!! I got the title from Beth Moore's most recent Bible Study "Esther: It's Tough Being a Woman", so I can't say that I came up with it all on my own. I had the privilege of hosting this Bible study in my home for a few months and I have to say it is the most amazing study I've gone through yet. It was so timely in my life and I know for so many in the group. I love Beth Moore - she is so real and doesn't hold anything back about what she goes through, experiences, emotions she feels, etc. I need that. I need women to be real about what is going on in their lives. I think everyone longs to connect to someone that is real and will be willing to share their heart! We are still in transition mode and I have to say it is taking it's toll on me, but it

God's timing is not always our timing. It's something that is so hard to learn even though I know that His timing is always perfect. Our house in Keller still hasn't sold. It has show 8 times this past week, but still...no offers. This is our second weekend in Enid and until our house sells we've made the decision to stay in a hotel Saturday-Tuesday in Enid and then drive back home 4 1/2 hours to Keller Tuesday evening-Friday. Okay, so, not fun at all. Two kids in a hotel, eating out every meal...I'm learning a lot. A WHOLE LOT!! But, I'm trusting God, even though there are days, to be perfectly honest, I just want to scream! :) I know part of His delay is still to teach me some things. Just when I think I've learned it all, He throws something else in my way. I guess that is a part of really learning to trust Him with everything. He is sovereign and He has got it completely under control. I do know this, just still hard to put off my human natu